| So I've been lack in updating, like usual. There are usual reasons for this, mostly just not wanting to compile everything I'm thinking into one article. But, I'm here, so lets do this. First things. Work.(S) Pet Resort - Not going to bad, to be honest. We've hired several new people, one of them a friend of mine. (Derek Morgan.) So I'm not the only male kennel staff, and I've got someone to joke around with. That works out well. It's also seeming like we have competant help right now...which is interesting. Nursing home - not going to bad, either. I haven't been there lately. Mostly because I've been busy with other stuff, but I'll probably be working there in a few days. 6 months experience is almost coming up...yay. When that comes..I'm heading back to the real hospital. I really, really hope it works this time. Next issue...church. Church is..in a different season right now. We've fused with an older group of people, and are working with them in Sunday School right now. I don't know how well this will work out, personally. Something inside of me holds me back from being full fledged support of it. But we'll see. Hopefully it will...but there isn't a way to tell, other than progress. I don't know, I'm not going to bother thinking about this one too much. But I hope it will work out. For someones sake. Next...School. Slow. Enough said. Next...girls. Oh boy. Okay...let me think a minute. Skipping summer, lets start at the beginning of the year...there was no one I was interested in. Now, moving on with the year, I somehow found a girl I used to like on Myspace. I had tried talking to her before, but it didn't work out, probably because she never got it because of junk mail filters and the likes. I moved on after that, met Amanda...and yeah yeah yeah. So I met her again on Myspace, then on Facebook, and one thing moved to another, and then I actually managed to talk to her on IM. And to my surprise...it went very well. She thinks I'm funny...she's easy to talk to, she has a genuine faith in God...good sense of humor, and both times we've talked, its been constant conversation. I can say for sure I really like her. I hope she likes me back, but I doubt it. I know once again I've probably aimed above what I'm capable of, but I like her, I like her alot. She's single, at the moment, I'm not going to let my feelings get the best of me again, though. I don't expect anything to happen with her, and after this 'thing' ends, I'm done with girls, for now. Thats the final word. Perhaps harsh...but really, what can I say? I'm tired of it, even though people tell me it will be worth it... Take care. Zahkary. |
